Why me?

Many times, we always ask the question, Why me?

Have you realise that this question only pops up when you're in trouble? Or something bad has happened.
Whatever happened to the good things? Do we ask Why me?

We normally see all the bad things that has happened to us. When we're in trouble, we realise how terrible we're feeling, how miserable we are. But when we're happy, we never realise how lucky we are, how wonderful life can be. This may boil down the fact that well.. humans are selfish. We only see ourselves. This is how we are. However, don't blame yourself. It may not be a bad thing that you are selfish (to a certain extent). Selfishness may drive you, to do the things you really want. Selfishness may help in prioritising.

I like to belief that whatever happens is due to mixture of many things. Fate, destiny, hardwork, random events, chance, my actions. They all play a part. If i haven't done this post, you'll not read it. But if i have not get this inspiration (if it can even be called an inspiration to blabber), i would not have written this post and thus you not seen it. And you seeing it is another part of the story. Your fate, your chance your action. Isn't this world miraculous in itself already?

So why me to write this? I dunno.. I will never know. Interesting the way the world works. Why me to be lucky? Why me to sad? Why me to feel lonely? Why me to feel blessed? Contradictory feelings all at once. Constantly changing feelings, constantly changing world. Why me to see it all? Why me to feel it all? Why me?