Sacrifices and Regrets

Know how i always complain I'm bored? I think the biggest reason is because there is something more interesting out there that i can see and yet cannot do. I know what i want sometimes. But it seems like i can't have it, so i give up the idea. Yet nothing else can replace that thought. Also, sometimes i know i can do it. Just not now. Partially it's guilt i guess. I know i have to do soemthing else instead which suppose to have a higher priority. So for the mean time i'm bored. It's kind of silly, since i end up not doing much of what i should be anyway.

How many things in life can i do? I really don't know. Carpe diem. It's quite true actually. Sometimes we just hesitate too long. That's not our fault though. I mean.. we have reservations. Not that these reservations are bad. Some may be good for us. But every choice comes with a sacrifice. Just how much are we willing to sacrifice? We normally don't know til we did it, or it's too late. How many times do we regret. Those who say they never regret are in denial. We all regret. Just whether we wish to forget it, let it go, and embrace our choice. That in itself it's a sacrifice. You may have let go your dream, even if it's once upon a time.

For now, i guess i'm sacrificing the things i can do. (Painfully going through the result of it. Boredom.) I just hope that the end is worth it. Regret? Something will be worth regretting about. I just hope the one that i regret is not doing something that has resulted in a distrous ending.