Blabbering

This is absolutely a random post. Ha.. I do this every once in a while when i decide that my blog is too dead and i have nothing much i wanna say. Mostly i try to keep my complains away from my blog. But the only thing that i cannot keep away is well, my complain of boredom. People who know me will know that i am constantly bored. I have no idea why, but this is the case. Maybe cuz in my brain everything moves really fast, and therefore everything else around it moves slowly. Theory of relativity, smart einstein. Sometimes i can be doing stuff and yet still be bored. I guess either the thing i'm doing is either mundane or just not to my liking. Other times, i'm just not doing anything and not finding something to do. Like now.

How much are Man ruled by emotion? Many of us i believe would not want to be accused of doing that. We want to be the intellectual ones. The ones that are ruled by reason. But who can deny... we do listen to our emotions. If not why are so exasperated, so angry, so sad at times? Neurones doing their job? I think it's more than that. Well.. that brings us to a philosophical question that Descartes questions? Duality in humans? Is mind and body 2 different things? This is not easy to answer. Let's try to see what i actually believe in. What we do and what we think.. is it the result of pure chemical processes in your brain? I like to believe more than that. If really it is chemical processes, then why do people different thoughts? Different processes at different times, at different levels? i wonder if chemicals are really that powerful. i like to believe that thoughts are purely individual and the body plays little or no part in it. (hmm.... pardon my ignorance on philosophy itself... i am nothing but just someone who have read a little on philosophy. Pardon my mistakes if any. But then again.. is there any wrong on philosophy itself?) Is boredom an emotion? Or a thought? We feel bored. Do we think bored? I mean boredom is like a thought, or absence of any useful thoughts. But yet it's also a feeling. So which is which? That's the thing about emotions and thoughts. They are so complicated and inter-twined. We sometimes can't tell the difference.

People who knows me also know that i like reading. I'm quite picky when i comes to reading books. Maybe i have a weird taste. I don't know. But let's talk a little about style. Everyone's writing is a little bit different form one another. You can't say for sure some one's style is identical to someone else's. Again, individuality pops up. Some styles we love some styles we hate. And everyone likes a different kind of style. (If you can group styles up) So what makes a good style? There isn't a right answer is there? Not many people actually know that i like to write. (Looking at the frequency which i blog, most of you wouldn't believe. I write more than i blog. it's a being selfish thing... i wanna keep things to myself.) I don't know what kind of a style i write in. But what i know is i write as if i'm speaking. Speaking in full phrases that is, rather than like answering questions where you go yea, yada yada yada... Of course i do tweak my writing a little, cuz not all thoughts are to be seen or heard... (another selfish thing... or maybe it's the ego) So i have no idea what my style seems to other people. But well, there's nothing much i can do about it. It's me. If i change my style to suit you, i'm not me, i'm you.