Is it better to know? Or better to not know? Better to be able to feel? To feel pain, hurt, sorrow... Or better not to feel? Not the happiness, not bliss, not love...Is it better to believe? To hope that one day it will be the way we wish. Or better to give up? To never think about the sadness of it all. Is it better to remember? Every vision, sound, may it be good or bad. Or is it better to forget? Never anymore painful memories, or sweet joyfulness. How would i every choose?
Or can i even choose?
And if i can and had... Would i ever regret?
Questions that i can never have an answer will always plague me... Forever destined to live in between knowing and not knowing.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Friday, December 07, 2007
Why me?
Many times, we always ask the question, Why me?
Have you realise that this question only pops up when you're in trouble? Or something bad has happened.
Whatever happened to the good things? Do we ask Why me?
We normally see all the bad things that has happened to us. When we're in trouble, we realise how terrible we're feeling, how miserable we are. But when we're happy, we never realise how lucky we are, how wonderful life can be. This may boil down the fact that well.. humans are selfish. We only see ourselves. This is how we are. However, don't blame yourself. It may not be a bad thing that you are selfish (to a certain extent). Selfishness may drive you, to do the things you really want. Selfishness may help in prioritising.
I like to belief that whatever happens is due to mixture of many things. Fate, destiny, hardwork, random events, chance, my actions. They all play a part. If i haven't done this post, you'll not read it. But if i have not get this inspiration (if it can even be called an inspiration to blabber), i would not have written this post and thus you not seen it. And you seeing it is another part of the story. Your fate, your chance your action. Isn't this world miraculous in itself already?
So why me to write this? I dunno.. I will never know. Interesting the way the world works. Why me to be lucky? Why me to sad? Why me to feel lonely? Why me to feel blessed? Contradictory feelings all at once. Constantly changing feelings, constantly changing world. Why me to see it all? Why me to feel it all? Why me?
Have you realise that this question only pops up when you're in trouble? Or something bad has happened.
Whatever happened to the good things? Do we ask Why me?
We normally see all the bad things that has happened to us. When we're in trouble, we realise how terrible we're feeling, how miserable we are. But when we're happy, we never realise how lucky we are, how wonderful life can be. This may boil down the fact that well.. humans are selfish. We only see ourselves. This is how we are. However, don't blame yourself. It may not be a bad thing that you are selfish (to a certain extent). Selfishness may drive you, to do the things you really want. Selfishness may help in prioritising.
I like to belief that whatever happens is due to mixture of many things. Fate, destiny, hardwork, random events, chance, my actions. They all play a part. If i haven't done this post, you'll not read it. But if i have not get this inspiration (if it can even be called an inspiration to blabber), i would not have written this post and thus you not seen it. And you seeing it is another part of the story. Your fate, your chance your action. Isn't this world miraculous in itself already?
So why me to write this? I dunno.. I will never know. Interesting the way the world works. Why me to be lucky? Why me to sad? Why me to feel lonely? Why me to feel blessed? Contradictory feelings all at once. Constantly changing feelings, constantly changing world. Why me to see it all? Why me to feel it all? Why me?
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