I'm really confused now... Just let me vent. I'm not going to tell you much. You probably know that already. I got many secrets. I keep complaining that i need to talk, but i don't.
Well... i just hate not having answers. This is so irritating. I mean.. There's so many things happening.. so many choices. I know i don't have to make them all at the same time. Not knowing were each choice is going to take me make me nervous, confused. What am i going to do? So what if I wanna do that? Will others let me? Will there be too many obstacles to handle?
Actually, every body should feel like me once in a while right? Don't you feel irritated. A little scared even? As i said before, i am never brave enough. And never will be. But i'm not scared. I'm just not brave enough to make the choice even. Without making the choice... there is no fear that comes. Just more confusion, more anticipation in vain. So many times... i run through images in my head.. instances which might happen or never happen. May they be wishful thinking, may it be the worst case scenario, may it just be a fragment of my imagination. What would they mean? What would they bring?
If only i knew. Just one answer. Even just a hint.
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