Yup.. I know how many times I visited this again. The first post after donkey time. Ya... why am i back? I really don't know. Call it inspiration. Call it rashness. Call it stupidity in a moment of folly. Wait... that means the same thing. Whatever.
So what am i going to say... doesn't really matter. The world doesn't see this.
I think i'm being influenced. Too much. I don't like that. I am me. I don't want to change. Stubborn old me. But i like it. So changing out of my own skin does not seem appealing. Nevertheless I am influenced unwillingly. What am i suppose to do? I need a barricade. Buti don't want to block myself out again. Yes... not AGAIN. I already been alone too much.
Alone is not something you want to visit too much. Once in a while it's not bad. But not overly much. Lonliness makes you an empty shell. Not totally true, but to an extent.
Alone I am under the sky
Beneath the only star
I look up and dream to fly
Only to know i am so far
What a bad attempt. But ah well, it wasted some time.
Why am i always thinking of what others would say. One day i would just burst. When i cannot contain any longer. But i know my stubborness is strong, way too strong for my own good. What would happen when there is no space inside, and there's no way out. I really don't wanna know. Learning to let go... is easier said than done.
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