Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thanks

"more often than not, what we do is a true reflection of what we really want to do, and we just think otherwise. be honest to yourself, good lady.

and nobody said size is a factor to an object's significance.

had, and lost them."

To whoever who left this. Thank you. I truly mean it.

Thinking, Hunger. Waiting.

Sometimes i really wonder... What should i think? Is there a right way of thinking? I'm really confused sometimes, like what am i to do? Sometimes it feels wrong to think a certain way, but yet that's the way it is, that's the sad truth. Sometimes we try to be optimistic, but that doesn't really work out either. Sometimes we dream, but that's also wrong.

Sometimes there's this hunger chewing up inside you. What kind of hunger? There is no answer. It's just gets worse and worse. Maybe til there's is nothing left. Or is it not hunger? Something larger than that? Or something from outside, just impacting you so much, you feel it's like you?

When the world stomps on you and leaves... what are you to do? Rebuild your world? Run after it? Stay to cry and die? Wait for a miracle? There is nothing that is not painful.Just how much we can bear before we give up, or get crushed. We wouldn't know til it happens... or til it's all too late.

Friday, May 09, 2008

Ever

Ever cried and don't know why?
Ever wondered why something so small meant so much?
Ever had the answers to them?

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Dreams

I had a really weird dream last night. No i'm not going to say. But let's talk about dreams.

Ever had a dream that is so sad, and you're crying in your dream so hard that you wonder if you're crying in your sleep?
Ever had a dream that is so wonderful you wish it lasted longer?
Ever had a dream so full of something so important to you that you wish it was true?

When you wake and happen to still remember it...
Do you feel sad as it was in the dream?
Or happy as it was in the dream?
Or sad you have lost it?
Or sad because you realise that what you want is so missing from your life?
Or do you wish you can dream the same dream again?
Or wish it was real?

And after all that...
Do you wonder if your dream reflected something?
Something missing from your life?
Something you want badly?
Something that is going to happen?
Something that never will happen?
And feel like crying all over again?