Hiding away

Everyone faces disappointment. Yet everyone reacts differently. Some of us get anygry, some of us cry, some of us complain, some of us just hide. Actually, the worse kind is to hide, yet that is also the most often way we react (maybe just me). But why do we hide.. Is is pride? Is it because i don't want people to know i'm disappointed, or even that i had hopes before that. Sometimes i'm amazed at the way we all can hide. You know, sometimes you don"t know you're that strong, but when something happens you are able to cope, maybe crying bitterly inside, but you are ever so happy outside. This is not a very good thing, but it just shows how strong we can get.

Actually i hide a lot of things. Almost everything. Nobody knows much. Except me. But sometimes i confuse myself too. Ling to yourself so much isn't that good. Is it good that nobody knows much? Am i losing myself? I believe not.. although i don't show much, those that i show not necessarily mean it's not me. It's still me, just not so much of me. Normally, it's the touchy side that gets lost. Maybe one day, i'll be strong enough to show everything. Or even just a little more. But for now, i'm still timid. They say time is the best healer. But is time the best hiding space?